I am married for 9+ years and have kids. My husband follows a guru since his college days and shares any tension or worry with her and not with me. He shares with her including bedroom secrets. I did follow her few years...she extracts all info from us about family, friends, money etc.., I did share with her I watch porn videos and like watching old n young genre coz old people look at young ones preciously and I like that feeling. Now she is telling me that I am attracted to her husband who is 50+ and mentally torturing me saying what if my husband gets to know about it. I did tell her I don't have any such feelings about her still she says I am lying and she can see my inner.