I'm in love with a person who is affectionate when we are together, but he hardly ever finds time for me. I feel I am the only one giving in all the time in this relationship, I am the only one who compromises. I've cried in front of him once because I missed him and he said I was weak, all I needed was a hug... I feel like I'm not a priority, I feel totally the opposite of who I am - I've become needy, begging for any amount of time together, waiting beside my phone for a text, depressed and full of anxiety, at times not even wanting to be alive...
I won't call this a toxic relationship, but there seems to be a clear communication gap between you two. It seems like he doesn't get your needs and that makes you feel unwanted in the relationship. Have a heart to heart talk with him and if he still doesn't get it, then maybe it is time for you to move on!