So me and my boyfriend are not on the same country but we do plan to meet tho just not now cause were still young and can't travel alone. He talks about me being his wife in the future. He cried once when I said goodbye and asks me to stay cause I got so mad at him cause I cried and ask for forgiveness but he can stand it that I'm crying he only forgave when i said goodbye. He's okay giving me all his social media accounts, he cares about me, my health and all. He's protective of me he doesn't want me to wear shorts and skirts, he doesn't want me to post my bikini pictures on the internet, he doesn't want me to have male friends. He doesn't watch porn he said its because he only wants to see my body nobody else body but just mine. Since we have a long distance relationship, we always video call, back then I can't always cause were not legal, if I said no I can't video call, he will get sad but now that were legal we can now video call even my fam is around. But this time, i feel like it's not his own will to do video call it's like were only doing it cause I want to see him and because I ask him to do so. He wants to see my breast and he said it's normal for guys to wanting to see their gf's body and now he is asking me to show him my body and he said if I showed him, he swear he wont ask again to show him mine. I said no, he didn't get mad but I noticed everytime now that we will do vid call, he always ask me to stand up and I do cause it's not a big deal but one night we fight it cause he wants me again to stand up and it sounds demanding just from the tone of his voice and I didnt like it I dont know why he wants me to constantly do it but my friend said it's because he wants to see my body and that I'm innocent. Well for my boyfriend he said he just ask it for fun no big deal and from my perspective I got mad cause it's like he sees me as his possesion not his princess but he said im his princess, and said that my thoughts are just always negative. He said "next time don't ask me to do video call if you can't even stand up for me" it's like I'm asking for it and not his own will to see me??? Am I right? And he said "I got so nervous(mad) I always try to come back home soon and try to do homeworks at school to talk to you more instead of doing homeworks at home" "but you can't even stand up for me" finally he said this "I will call only when I have free time" "I think it's useless to do homeworks at school" "home is better" I said okay then I will do the same and said do whatever you want. Does he really love me ? Or I'm just being so needy and always want to feel loved?